Eating a spaghetti

I was a fan of spaghetti and pasta foods. Today i made spaghetti like normally but it was kind of weird. It tasted awful. I was so scared because i always loved spaghetti but now... I didnt like it.
I tryed to eat it anyway but it tasted still awful. I started to cry and panic. I said:I cant take this anymore! This is awful! I taked my gun and putted it into mouth. I tryed to shoot myself. It didnt work because i didnt have any bullets so i jumped from my roof and i died